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| Source This fountain is HUGE. This photo was obviously not taken tonight. |
Afterwards I settled by the fountain and just sat. You know the last time I was able to just sit down? It's been MONTHS. It was quite relaxing know that a kid wasn't going to run up and start whining or demanding something. Despite being surrounded by people, I felt very calm and alone mostly because it's been a while since I didn't have anywhere to go or was responsible for another person. Bumbershoot was awesome and something that I totally would not do normally because of the noise and crowds, but I did okay because I had mints that I could suck on when I was feeling stressed. Sucking on something makes me not chew on the inside of my mouth and turn it into a cankerous mess. People in high school always knew I was a good source for tic tacs because I had to always have them to stay calm. But you had to take two. ALWAYS TWO.
Today I:
Took Alana to speech therapy and then Joann fabric to get stuff for her Halloween costume.
Made it through the smoke, noise and chaos of Bumbershoot.

I also chew on the inside of my lip. It's either that or bite my nails. I've never been able to stop both.
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